Intro
I have chased this flame
And been burned a thousand times
(Left with smoke in my lungs)
And I can’t change my ways
No matter how I try
I’m not enough

Verse 1
Between my heart and my head
There lies a great divide
In which my future’s dead
But now my past wont die

Pre-Chorus
My higher power said, "Love is where you left it"
Back in the home where I shouldve left my wrists slit
Im always left behind, bipolar state of mind
I bloom into the high til all these memories collide
Dead to rights Ive got the ache in spades
I showed you all of my colors in every single fucking shade, yeah

Chorus
And I have chased this flame
And been burned a thousand times
(Left with smoke in my lungs)
And I cant change my ways
No matter how I try
No Im not enough

Verse 2
I was a sensational fiend
Living a breakable dream
I was talking to God and testing my faith
I stoke the flame to try and find some grace

Pre-Chorus
My higher power said, "Love is where you left it"
Back in the home where I shouldve left my wrists slit
Im always left behind, bipolar state of mind
I bloom into the high til all these memories collide

Chorus
And I have chased this flame
And been burned a thousand times
(Left with smoke in my lungs)
And I cant change my ways
No matter how I try
No, Im not enough

Verse 3
So forget me when Im gone
Cause all that ever mattered were these fucking songs
I dance the thin line between chaos and kindness
What scum I was, hateful and mindless

Bridge
I have chased this flame
And been burned a thousand times
(Left with smoke in my lungs)
And I cant change my ways
No matter how I tried
(No matter how I tried)
And if theres anything that I have learned
(Im not enough)
I am the one who loves to be burned
(Im not enough)
I fetishize, self-sabotage
(Not enough)
Shut your eyes, wait for applause

Chorus
And I have chased this flame
And been burned a thousand times
(Left with smoke in my lungs)
And I cant change my ways
No matter how I try
No Im not enough
(Im not enough)
(Im not enough)
(Im not enough)
(Im not enough)