I dont see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But its hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But its hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin, got me feelin like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I dont want it, gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin I wake up and feel like I aint my worth cause Im at war with peace
Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
Look at the body like you aint nothin but poor and weak
Its kinda weird
Lately I been feelin like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
Thats more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what Im born to be?
Thats what you get for thinkin youre unique
So poor, but Im so wealthy
Need help, but you cant help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy em like they goin outta stock
But its not healthy
I dont see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But its hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But its hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I dont wanna die, just wanna get relief
So dont talk to me like you think Im so successful
What is success when hope has left you
I am not a spokesman, Im a broken record
Sick of doin interviews cause I hate myself, agh!
Come across like its so easy
But I feel like you dont need me
When I feel like you dont need me
Then I feel like you dont see me
And my life has no meaning, drain me
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I cant
Im scared because
I dont see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But its hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But its hard when I hate myself
I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I cant answer
Cant stand who I am, but it dont matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin
Keeps speakin to me, but I cant have it
But I cant have it
Keeps speakin to me, but I cant have it
But I cant have it
Keeps speakin to me, but I cant have it
I dont see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But its hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But its hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But its hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But its hard when I hate myself
When I hate myself
Its kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
Its hard when I hate myself