"Her Last Words"

Just an average girl
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy for a short while
Now shes older
Things are getting colder
Lifes not what she thought, she wished someone had told her

She told you she was down, you let it slip by
So from then on she kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright
But she was telling white lies
Cant you tell? Look at her dull eyes

Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see

She knew she was depressed, didnt want to admit it
Didnt think she fit in, everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound
Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed

She had no friends at school, all alone she sat
And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake
But no one cared enough to save her from this self-hate

Things were going down, never really up
And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next
Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck

She wrote a letter with her hand shaking wild
"Look at me now! Are you proud of your precious child?"
But she knew that her parents werent the ones to blame
It was the world that should bow down its head in shame

She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon
Just dont think, itll all be over soon
The chair fell down as she took her final breath
Its all over, all gone, now shes greeting death

Her Mom walks in, she falls down to the floor
And now nothing can take back what she just saw
The little girl that she raised is just hanging there
Her bodys pale and her face is violently bare

She sees the note and unfolds it with care
All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?"
She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
"Im sorry Mom but this world is just not my place

Ive tried for so long to fix this and fit in
Ive come to realize this worlds full of sin
Theres nothing for me here, Im just a waste of space
Ive got no reason to stay here with this awful race

Its a disgrace, I was misplaced
Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
Its OK though, cause youll see me soon
Youll know when your time has come, just look at the moon

As it shines bright throughout the night
And remember everyones facing their own fight
But I cant deal with the pain, Im not a fighter
Youll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter

So let the world know, that I died in vain
Cause the world around me, is the one to blame
And I know in a year, youll forget Im gone
Cause Im not really something to be dwelled on

Thats what they used to tell me, all those kids at school
So Im going by the law "majority rules"
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger

Youre the best friend that I ever had
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
But just remember that you meant everything to me
And to my heart, youre the only one that held the key

Now its time to go, Im running out of space to write
And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
Im watching over you from the clouds above
And sending down the purest and whitest dove

To watch over you, and be my helpful eye
So this is it, world, goodbye."