I tried it once before but I didnt get too far
I felt a lot of pain but it didnt stop my heart
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
I tried it once before and I think I might have messed up
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didnt bleed enough
But maybe Im alive because I didnt really wanna die
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me wont end the pain
And Ill be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
I thought about my friends and the way I didnt give enough
And I should have told my mother mom, I love you like a good son
But this life is overwhelming and Im ready for the next one
Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me wont end the pain
And Ill be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
I should have left a letter but I had nothing to write about
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me wont end the pain
And Ill be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
I couldnt tell my mother mom, I love you, Im a bad son
This life is overwhelming and Im ready for the next one
Songwriters: Joey Morrow / Josh Katz / Alex Espiritu / Anthony Sonetti / Noah Shain