All The most interactive of the month Happy sad Relax Excited Artist express Release year Genre

lyrics "Faith Marie - Toxic Thoughts "

 
00:00 / 00:00

Download song
Add songs to your playlist

Open in the app

Report bugs and song copyrights

Download this song
$1.99

Artist express:Faith Marie
Release year:2017

I start this off staring at a blank page
An open office document
A blinking cursor
Passing days
Without a single word
Some say its absurd
Like I float along a stream of words unsaid
Choosing not to cast my net
But I spend so long questioning myself
If this isnt right
Then does that mean I failed?
Will my melodies ever live up
Will my metaphors be profound enough
Will I ever outdo myself
The ceiling gets higher and higher
Its harder and harder to shatter
And when I fall
I fall worse than I ever did before
Evaluating the damage no I just dont understand it
Conflicted my the very air I breathe
A love with hatred laced between
You can see it in my eyes
A childs spark light up the night
Constant search for approval, suffocated by refusal
Devouring my skull but never feeling full
Oh, dear I dont wanna be a burden
But could you please be a little more concerned with
The overactive mind of a believer
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
Oh, dear if only you could feel it
The crippling fear of being deserted
You cant touch the heat of this fever
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
I start this off a little confused
Writers block doesnt exist
Its not a word Im supposed to use
Because its all in my mind
A parasite Im supposed to find
But sometimes
Well most times
Its so hard to define
So I pour a couple drinks
Getting drunk on gasoline
Fire pulses in my veins
Im sick of waiting for the day
That courage overtakes my brain
For someone to say its okay
Ive lived my whole life afraid
Its time for me to be brave
To embrace a forest
Thats so dark and unknown
Because no great adventurer has a paved path to roam
They pave as they go
Disappointed faces leaving poisoned bread crumb traces
Im not taking the bait
Let them rot in their place
I deserve to be alright
I deserve to sleep at night
Im my closest friend, I remind myself again
Better treat her well, cause shes with me till the end
Oh, dear I dont wanna be a burden
But could you please be a little more concerned with
The overactive mind of a believer
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
Oh, dear if only you could feel it
The crippling fear of being deserted
You cant touch the heat of this fever
The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
Sometimes I forget the feeling
Of every single nerve tingling
Better than any lovers touch
Ive created tears of pain and burns of lust
Ive created a forest a safe place for myself
That others have found
Some attempt to destroy and others feed the ground
Fertilize my mind with melodies and rhymes
A sorcerer of time, take you back to the night
When you pondered your death when somebody left
When you lie away broken cause your head is unkept
And let me remind you
That everything is temporary
You and I are temporary
And this feeling thats so scary
Someday youll realize that thoughts so heavy
Dont mean youre unsteady
But that youre only getting ready to say nice to meet you
To somebody you never knew
You
Evaluate (0)
Evaluate your feelings about this song, which will help the song increase its ratings and increase popularity in the system.
Happy (0) sad (0) Relax (0) Excited (0)

Other songs

Lil Baby x 42 Dugg - We Paid

lyrics
Can't be fucked with Ayy, 4 Pockets, huh (Section 8 just straight cooked this motherfucker up) 'Fore I go b...


No rating ,rating yet
DJ Khaled - Jealous ft. Chris Brown, Lil Wayne, Big Sean

lyrics
Jealous, jealous We The Best Music Oh, oh, oh They dont want us together, gether Another one You need som...


No rating ,rating yet
Justin Bieber - Cold Water in the Live Lounge

lyrics
Everybody gets high sometimes, you know What else can we do when were feeling low? So take a deep breath and...


No rating ,rating yet
Ghosted ft. Kamille - Get Some

lyrics
When you call, when you call, when you call and I'm horny I've been waiting, I've been waiting, I've been wai...


No rating ,rating yet
PEACHES - DUMB FUCK

lyrics
You talk about it all the time But you don't do it, who? You think about it all the time But you never get ...


No rating ,rating yet
Faith Marie - Devil On My Shoulder

lyrics
Beautiful silence Beautiful pain Were only human Were meant to dream Lost in a life Full of mistakes We ...


No rating ,rating yet
Bruno Major - Easily

lyrics
Don't you tell me that it wasn't meant to be Call it quits Call it destiny Just because it won't come easil...


No rating ,rating yet
DNCE - Jinx

lyrics
Feels like Im in a cartoon Love struck, shot with a harpoon Flying high as a balloon And I aint coming down...


No rating ,rating yet
Nba YoungBoy - Chopper City

lyrics
Mommy, India got the beats I got Hitman on the beat Who made this shit? (Tay-tay made the beat) Draco dirty...


No rating ,rating yet
Waiting for progressing
Loading data...